Viva La Vida Loca!

Hey there my beloved readers,

Thank you for still reading and following my shit here! I hope you all had a peaceful stay at home with your family and friends.

In this article I want to talk about my latest poem "proudly gone". It implies an appeal to all of you and to me as well. Therefore you should know, that I had a serious talk with some people, who doubt that I'm on the right way. Okay: I don't drink, I don't smoke, I'm the only vegetarian in my family, at school and university I reached good results and at the moment I'm living my dream as music editor and chief editor in a radio. Yeah sounds pretty awful and wrong, huh?
In the past months I met several musicians and had some fantastic interviews. This all means a lot to me and I appreciate every day, that I got this great chance. And the best thing is: my friends and parents support me. I'm so thankful, that I got them.
They all support me in everything. My parents say, that they are so proud. To know this makes me happy.

But there are still haters. Okay, you will always meet some haters in your life. But even in your closest circle? In worst case: yes!
That hurts pretty much of course but you should just give a fuck. When you get the chance to live your dream, then you should take it. I don't regret it.

"Proudly Gone" is dedicated to those certain persons, who still don't believe in me but it's also an appeal to me and to you, not to listen.

I think this article fits pretty good to this time - the end of a year.

I wish you all a good start in 2013.

<3

Annjushka

Shut up and stop to doubt!
There are people being proud.
Stop to decide what I have to be!
Stop to judge by what you see!

Don’t raise your finger like a mother!
Don’t raise your voice like a father!
What’s the reason for your bother?
Don’t behave like a jealous brother!

Repeatedly all over the years I’ve listened to your prayer.
Your cruel words ripped my soul like the sharp knife of my slayer.
Not worth to be a part of your life
Since the day, when I arrived.

Is that all you have to say?
So I leave and find my way.
Just take a seat, I don’t mind.
Please, go on with your daily grind!

But understand, that’s not my life:
Waiting at home, playing the wife.
No, I worked hard and I’ll go on-
Don’t hold me back, I’m already gone.