Dear Lover
Life is changing too fast for me
And it’s not what it’s supposed to be
I’m lost in thoughts asking where I belong
I’m not weak but neither strong
Where is the sense in things going on?
I think we are completely done.
I wanna scream and you start to shout
Go away, the fight is fought.
Our hearts pump their pain away
And we will die, if we stay
Longer here, at this moment so loveless
Come on, we both have to confess
Let’s say good-bye to our shattered dream
Love and hate are, where we hang in between
For now they’re just words don’t mean a thing
Please go away and take my ring
Sorry, I didn’t want it to end up like this
But where has gone our happiness?
I wished we could make it last
But good times we had just in past.
Dear lover, some bittersweet words in the end
You know, that I would never pretend
Any feeling, which I don’t feel
I hope this helps your wounds to heal.
annjushka am 11. August 12
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I'm on a train I can't complain
Heyyy guys out there!
Finally I made it through my exams (yay!) and visited my friends and family at home. Now I'm sitting on a train going back to the city, where I'm studying. There I have to write some nice assignments and wait for results. Crazy, I know.
Welcome to web 2.0 where people tell you in their online diaries ( so called „blogs“) what they're actually doing.
But I don't want to bother you with any details about my life...
Talking of blogs and people explaining what they're doing: A friend of mine has a friend who has a friend and his friend pla pla pla... just kidding. Okay again: My best friend is drummer and his friend starts his first band. My best friend... let's call him C. supports his friend as drummer. The funny fact (mind the alliteration!) is, that C's friend bet with another friend, that he could start a band, write his own songs and that he gets organized a gig with a full set in only a year. I guess, that C's friend has no musical experiences... okay makes me laugh at this time. But! I really really think, that they can make it. In his blog the guy asked for a band name and made a game out of it. Of course I made a suggestion and now my suggestion is in the finale! :D I'm pretty sure, that I win hahah..no, not really but I'm kinda curious. The name, which I suggested comes from a funny tattoo story of Ronny Radke (former singer of Escape The Fate and now leader of the rockband Falling In Reverse)
Best thing is, that I'll get a price, when I win this rating. And I hope so! There is this one thing on my to-do-list: „Win a game!“ :) Please, keep fingers crossed for me so I can claim, that once in my life I won a fucking win game! :D
Okay... you made it to these lines here. Congratulations!
The following lines of this text deal with MÖTLEY CRÜE and NIKKI SIXX.
Sixx is a very inspiring person for me. He once wrote in his diary: „Your ego is not your amigo!“ And he's absolutely right! Sixx is the bassist of Mötley Crüe. Together with drummer TOMMY LEE he founded the band back in the early 80's and in only four years they made it to rich and famous rockstars touring nearly all stages in the world. Mötley Crüe consists of four members: Nikki Sixx (bass), Tommy Lee (drums), Vince Neil (vocals) and Mick Mars (guitar).
Maybe you don't know Mötley Crüe but I'm pretty sure that you've heard of the relationship between Tommy Lee and PAMELA ANDERSON years ago. Isn't it sad, that most people today only know Tommy Lee for his relationship with that woman? I mean he's an awesome drummer. He had some crazy ideas in the past for some live gigs. You just need to have a look for Tommy Lee on youtube and I promise, you won't be disappointed.. well depends to what you find there ;D
Okay back to the crew:
One of their biggest problems were drugs. In his book „Heroine Diaries“ Nikki talks about his past and all that stupid things, that Nikki, Tommy, Vince and Mick have done in their darkest times. I should mention that Mick Mars was supposed to be the gentleman in this crazy band. Whatever... their addiction led to some sad tragedies like the death of drummer Nicholas Dingley (HANOI ROCKS) or the fact, that Sixx nearly died after an overdose in 1984.
Songs that I can only advice you to listen:
„Saints Of Los Angeles“ with Jacoby Shaddix (Papa Roach, vocals), Josh Todd (Buckcherry, vocals) and James Michael (Sixx A.M., vocals)
„Shout At The Devil“
„Hooligan's Holiday“ sung by John Corabi instead of Vince Neil
You probably have noticed that I wrote JOHN CORABI instead of Vince Neil.The reason is, that Vince left the band and tried to make his own thing without the crew. Neither the crew nor he had any success in that time. Same story with Tommy Lee. Both came back to Mötley Crüe and now they're still rocking around the world these times. Isn't it crazy? The crew needs all members: Vince Neil - the blond eccentric frontman with his high heavy metal voice, Mick Mars – the stunning guitar player suffering Bechterev, Nikki Sixx – the craziest man in the crew writing deep lyrics and last but not least: Tommy Lee – the funny drummer kid. This year they were in Germany and were supported by Slash (yeah! Slash.. he's a close friend of Nikki and you should know, that Mötley Crüe helped Guns n Roses to become such a succesfull band! ;D) and even by Black Veil Brides.
Next year will be the premiere of the biographic MOVIE „The Dirt“, which bases on the biography with the same title written by Neil Strauss. I'm really curious and have high expectations, what could be dangerous. Well.. I will see.
Furthermore they have already released a new single and for that reason I expect a new album coming out soon, although I did not notice anywhere, that there is a new album in sight. Maybe Mötley publishes it next year, when the crew's movie is going to enter the cinemas.
Okay, I'm done. That's all! ;D
annjushka am 31. Juli 12
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homo internecio
Ist es nicht beunruhigend zu sehen,
Welchen Weg manche Menschen gehen?
Sie hassen sich selbst und zerstören die Welt,
Sie verkaufen ihre Seele und gieren nach Geld
Wie kann es sein, dass die Emotionalität des Menschen bewundert wird?
Und doch dabei so vielen die emotionale Intelligenz fehlt?
Wie kann es sein, dass ein Massenmörder ein besseres Leben führt
Als ein unschuldiges Tier, das sich in seinem Käfig quält?
Ich hasse den Fernseher, aus dem Blut in Strömen fließt.
Ich hasse den Moralapostel, der in Wahrheit auf Menschen schießt.
Wo bleibt der Verstand? Ich kann ihn nicht sehen
Oder fehlt er nur mir, um euch zu verstehen?
Wo ist der Sinn in diesem ganzen System?
Sorry, aber ich hab damit ein großes Problem.
Und die großen Prediger an ihren Pulten,
Predigen ihre Predigten, die geschulten
Ihr wirkt als verstündet ihr das Treiben,
Aber warum lasst ihr es nicht bleiben?
Denken wir überhaupt noch nach, über das was geschieht?
Realisiert der Mensch, was er im Fernsehen sieht?
Spürt der Mensch überhaupt den Einfluss der Modernität?
Und dass er sich mit dem Rassismus der Moderne selbst verrät?
Der Ausdruck „Fick dich!“ bringt euch zum Echauffieren,
Was soll mit der Jugend von heute nur passieren?
Diese Probleme sind doch so klein und nichtig
An irgend einer Stelle tickt diese Welt nicht ganz richtig.
annjushka am 26. Juli 12
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Just Some Random Stuff
Hey Guys!
If you have read any of my .. well.. maybe I can call it "lyrics", then I wanna say "THANK YOU" for spending some time to read this ;). Maybe I should mention, that you can always share your thoughts with me. So if you wanna say "damn, dude... this is shit!" just say it ;D. For me this texts mean a lot... as you can easily see, they're kind of my "thoughts" - (ha, what a nice hint!) and fictional stuff as well. I'm writing for hmm let's say for a while. I'm not a professional, as you have already noticed for sure. But I think that's not the point ;)
Apart from that I also wanna introduce you to some of my favourite bands and other stuff dealing with music. Therefore I should find out, how this page here is working ;D .. I know it's not that complicated but this is my first blog, dudes! Just give me a chance ;D. I wanna have a nice structure, so that my "lyrics" (I'm not a real poet, so that's the reason for those nice double quotes) have their own place and my second passion, too.
Okay... hmm what else?
I found out, that a pretty good friend of mine gave a hint to my blog. So... what I wanna do now is kinda cross-advertising ;) .. Please, if you wanna see some really amazing pictures and read some interesting stories about my friend, then you should have a look on this wonderful page:
http://jacksmacksuup.blogspot.de/2012/07/lolita-shooting-new-story-gazette.html
Her name is Jacky and in her blog she shares her thoughts with you, talks about music, her friends and what she's doing. Her latest uploaded photos are amazing. You really should have a look at this page. I guess, that she's also thinking about new stuff for her blog.
Okay... another blogger, that I'm kinda addicted to is Bryan Stars. Maybe you've heard of him. He concentrates on music and meets amazing bands like Black Veil Brides or Falling In Reverse and so on. If you know these bands you could think, that Bryan is a metalhead or something like that. Long hair, black clothes, piercings all over his face and .. well you know all those cliches. Forget about that.
He's great to my mind and I love his interviews! I found him by coincidence, when I was searching for some music videos. Have fun:
http://www.youtube.com/user/BryanStars
annjushka am 13. Juli 12
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Thoughts
People from the past
Brought me to a blast
Your laughter and your hate
Seemed to be my fate
Ignorance was joyful
Attention's been awful
And what I didn't like
Was staying in bright light
Cruel rites, yeah that's all ya got
Come on, come on just give it one more shot
To pull me into your brave new world
Come on, come on make a brave out of me
But I tell ya, that you'll never see
Me trying someone to hurt
Yeah the past's been dark and days were grey
But today I'm on a lucky way
I got a chance to change, to move away
Life gets better and I gonna stay
High up here with my true friends
All in all my life makes sense
Sometimes you ask, what I'm doing now
I don't care about your questions, you know?
I don't care about your fucked up lives
'cause all you did was telling lies
I regret, that I couldn't tell the truth
I regret, that you've fixed my youth
I don't regret years of isolation
But I regret this big frustration
And I regret, that I believed what you said
So I regret all the tears that I shed
Thoughts 'bout you makin' me freeze
But I've got last words for this little piece
They're nothing compared to what ya do
I just wanna say: I give a damn 'bout you
annjushka am 16. Juni 12
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