Dienstag, 11. September 2012
Don't surrender
Crashed down from heavenly lane,
To the hardest bottom; with a loss
The storm inside blusters like a Hurricane
Disappointed you stare at the holy Cross

You can't believe this is true
Everything is in a mess
You don't see how to make it through
And you are caught in sadness

You suffer, you suffer
And the pain gets deeper
You suffer, you suffer
You turn into a weeper

You close your eyes and
While you're sleeping
Tears run down your face
You wish there was another hand
To caress your shoulder fleeting
Waiting for it's owner to embrace

So much thoughts, you can't concentrate
And your sinews start to bate
You don't know where to go, 'cause no one is there
It feels like nobody does really care

You suffer, you suffer
And the pain gets deeper
You suffer, you suffer
You turn into a weeper

That's a lie, you know it well
Friends are there, I can tell
That they all can hear your yelp
You just need to accept their help

Head up high
To the sky
Start everyday with a smile
When it's hard
you must restart
And go on with a further try




Donnerstag, 6. September 2012
Wrong Choice, Right Decision
There was you but without me
We all know the same old story
And there was me without you
Shitty feeling, that is true

I must accept, that I've no chance
I felt this feeling at first glance
It took me over a year to see
That my wish won't come to reality

And one day I'll get over it
But I'm not ready, at least not yet
It tears me apart, it still beats me down
And it makes me doubt; it makes me frown

Times are hard but I am strong
I start anew and get along
I've got my way to drown the pain
Heading for sun I'll leave the rain

There was you but without me
We all know the same old story
And there was me without you
Shitty feeling, that is true

I'll get over it and I give my best
To pull this feeling out of my chest
Yeah it hurts but it's okay
Take good care, I go away



Sonntag, 26. August 2012
Stranger
You couldn't wait, you couldn't wait
The time has come to face your fate
We can't help, we can't help
All we do is just to wait

And when we leave, when we leave
You suffer more than we believe
Cause you're alone
You're on your own
From breaking dawn until the eve

And I'm sorry, Yeah I'm sorry
For all wrong words in our story
Never meant to disrespect
No, never meant to disrespect

What is wrong, what's going on
This awful fate has striked you down
You can't stand up on your own
The darkness comes into your frown

I'm a stranger, I'm an outland
The lost memory takes your hand
In hope, you remember my name
Even though it will never be the same

We get along, we get along
My hope still hasn't gone
Just be strong, just be strong
It's a strange life all along



Samstag, 11. August 2012
Dear Lover
Life is changing too fast for me
And it’s not what it’s supposed to be
I’m lost in thoughts asking where I belong
I’m not weak but neither strong

Where is the sense in things going on?
I think we are completely done.
I wanna scream and you start to shout
Go away, the fight is fought.

Our hearts pump their pain away
And we will die, if we stay
Longer here, at this moment so loveless
Come on, we both have to confess

Let’s say good-bye to our shattered dream
Love and hate are, where we hang in between
For now they’re just words don’t mean a thing
Please go away and take my ring

Sorry, I didn’t want it to end up like this
But where has gone our happiness?
I wished we could make it last
But good times we had just in past.

Dear lover, some bittersweet words in the end
You know, that I would never pretend
Any feeling, which I don’t feel
I hope this helps your wounds to heal.



Samstag, 16. Juni 2012
Thoughts


People from the past
Brought me to a blast
Your laughter and your hate
Seemed to be my fate

Ignorance was joyful
Attention's been awful
And what I didn't like
Was staying in bright light

Cruel rites, yeah that's all ya got
Come on, come on just give it one more shot
To pull me into your brave new world
Come on, come on make a brave out of me
But I tell ya, that you'll never see
Me trying someone to hurt

Yeah the past's been dark and days were grey
But today I'm on a lucky way
I got a chance to change, to move away
Life gets better and I gonna stay
High up here with my true friends
All in all my life makes sense

Sometimes you ask, what I'm doing now
I don't care about your questions, you know?
I don't care about your fucked up lives
'cause all you did was telling lies

I regret, that I couldn't tell the truth
I regret, that you've fixed my youth
I don't regret years of isolation
But I regret this big frustration
And I regret, that I believed what you said
So I regret all the tears that I shed

Thoughts 'bout you makin' me freeze
But I've got last words for this little piece
They're nothing compared to what ya do
I just wanna say: I give a damn 'bout you



Sonntag, 10. Juni 2012
The reason why music must be better than antidepressants
When your head-ache is getting bad
And your mind's gettíng out of control
Then you just should lean back
And listen to the voice of Dave Grohl

It's much better than to drown in pressure
It's better than to cry of despair
In fact it's hard to go on in that airless atmosphere
Especially in times, when you think life's not fair

Music helps to be yourself
Music gives you halt in life
Music is the connecting part
When the groom's kissing his wife

When reality brings you down to your knees
And you love your life as much as a disease
You know what a cool man once said:
„Dream on!“ and see, that life goes ahead.

When you're restless and burned out
Don't stop to think but stop to doubt!
Cause you are worth to live -
No matter what they say.
Just listen to your own heroes -
And they will make your day.

Music helps to be yourself
Music gives you halt in life
Music is the connecting part
When the groom's kissing his wife

It is normal to be crazy
It is prolific to be lazy
It's not boring to be cheesy
Life's hard but it can be easy

There's one thing left to say as well:
Don't give up, when life is hell
Music can be the cure for all wounds inside your heart
Believe in yourselve and try to be smart-
To master the day, the week and your life-
And you'll be lucky, when that point is arrived.

Music helps to be yourself
Music gives you halt in life
Music is the connecting part
When the groom's kissing his wife




Donnerstag, 10. Mai 2012
Man from hell
Leaving my home
Being alone
I look in the eyes
Of one of those guys.

Can't see his soul
Just eyes of an owl
And a secret behind
I keep it in mind

Losing control
Barely of all
Try to find halt
But my blood's getting cold

Can't you see the dark inside him?
The cruelty of a devil's sin
My face's getting pale
Normally I'm not frail
But it's so dark and mystical
And I know it's the man from hell

He scares me to death
And he heists my breath
I'm not able to bridle
My body is idle

His face is so gloom
It forecasts my doom
But I can't look away
Is it my last day?
It is my last day.

Can't you see the dark inside him?
The cruelty of a devil's sin
My face's getting pale
Normally I'm not frail
But it's so dark and mystical
And I know it's the man from hell

There's no guardian angel to save me
There's no guardian angel to save me
There's no one, who can help me
There's no one, who can save me
There's no one, who can help me
No guardian angel, no one to save me

Only the mystical man from hell
His voice sounds so damn fell
He says, that my time has come
He looks even more evil than handsome

Can't you see the dark inside him?
The cruelty of a devil's sin
My face's getting pale
Normally I'm not frail
But it's so dark and mystical
And I know it's the man from hell